Saturday, April 28, 2012

Womb twin story: I am afraid to live

It was first suggested to me that I might have been a twin when I did a painting about my birth.... it was like the figure 8... top blue and bottom pink.

I feel I have always been searching in my life, what that is I don't know.  I have been in therapy a long time and still have deep extreme opposite experiences, like I am afraid to live and that it would be better to die.

I feel totally split at times as if I am two personalities.  One that everyone sees and one that is hidden.  sometimes I write that there are two people, a boy and a girl.

1 comment:

  1. I can see myself a lot in your story. I also have been to therapy so long and am still afraid to live. I feel like a girl but sometimes think I should be a boy. Or think that I should better die. Also I get very attached with fictional characters and when they die I feel personally affected and left alone and cry a lot. But I don't really know what to make of it. It's a pity your story was so short I'd like to have read more.