Monday, April 16, 2012
Womb twin story: I am not supposed to be here
I was born as part of identical twins, and i am the only survivor. My twin Rebecca passed away almost immediately after my mother gave birth. We were born at 24 weeks and I was born 1 pound and she was just under a pound. My whole life I feel like I've missed something, or something should be there but its not.
I always try to keep in touch with my inner self and I tend to think about things that someone normally wouldn't. It's hard to explain. Ive had dreams of meeting my twin and things we would do together. I just recently went to my first year of college and I failed the course due to lack of trying. I feel somehow as if I'm not supposed to be here.
I feel like i have a connection with the other side. Its also hard to explain that, its kind of like I'm open to anything and I have dreamed of future things in the past that have come to reality now. I think I'm psychic, I really do, I have a feeling when bad things are going to happen but I dont know what. Last year my younger sister and I went out skating with my boyfriend and I said before we even went that something bad was going to happen and I could feel it. Then within two minutes my sister fell through the ice and my boyfriend pulled her out.
I always get this weird floaty feeling and that's when I feel open. I feel like I have lived and died many times before.
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