I was getting more tired, weird, lacked energy.
I first thought it was... I don't know, just some flu, just the little
extra assignment I took, the little volounteering in layouting.. oh it
must be the winter, it must be the pre spring..
I found out my grandmother got vitamin B12 injections. I researched
already a lot about ME, fibromyalgia, coeliac, anything, but I never
felt i was in a place which resembled the descriptions.
I recognized a
lot, but i felt like i was being a little bit of a drama queen.
Turns out my B12 serum level was OK now at 26 years, but still in the
grey area (239 pmol/l. Under 150 is clearly deficient, under 350 is
grey.) My vitamin D was 27, but according new research it is supposed
to be at least 50 nmol/l, and best from 75 and up.
My B12 level was 201 when i was 15, because i was tired all the time
back then. But i never gave up, joining the normal life. The deficiency
line is 229 for children under 19. that means the grey area is also
different for children.
I then found some info on a website from a former PE who became a complementary doctor, and the website of Margreeth Stoffers.
He found out solitary twins are bound to get a B12 deficency, and the
problem can recur. Did you hear of that?
It seems to me the B12 is a sort of spiritual
vitamin. It is sort of the physical showing of the spiritual pain.
(The minerals and vitamines are realy interesting in this matter,
but also very complex.) The feeling aloof and depression and other-world
feeling is also linked to B12.
Finding from Hans Rijnen is also that the B12 is not very low in the
serum, but more on a cell level (via bioresonance.)
Anyway, I didn't think the vanishing twin story matched me, but then I
realized it was weird - I could say yes to all the strange personality
descriptions.
My mother's grandma had a boy-girl twin as first born and after she had
my grandma, a girl twin.
The personality description applies to my mother also.
It is still very new to me.
Articles about womb twin survivors on this page
When a twin dies before birth, the sole survivor needs help and understanding. Womb twin survivors are the sole survivors of a twin or multiple pregnancy. This group, 1 in 10 of the population, includes survivors of a stillbirth, miscarriage, abortion and a "vanishing twin" pregnancy. It is a story of a twin bond broken by death, leaving a lonely survivor.
Did you know that a lot of those same feelings- the weirdness, tiredness, etc. can be associated with hypo-thyroidism? That is an autoimmune disorder that is also linked to wombtwins. Also if you have those fraternal twins in your family, you could have easily been a twin.
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