James Morrison, a very talented musician, writes interesting lyrics about dreams, death, love and unfulfillment.
Here are the lyrics
I'm gonna start again
Be he womb twin survivor or not, our James has neatly described how it is to fight for your Alpha self when your Beta self in the Black Hole drags you back, time after time, until you live like a shrivelled fragment of what you were conceived to become.This world I painted blackJust needs some colourI'm gonna live my life like the otherPerson I should have beenI ain't tapping out, no no no noTo this dark and twisted dreamThat's kept me livingI pray to my soulTo keep its fire burningAnd when it doesI'm gonna let it shineI'll make the best of this life I've got leftGot no time for no regretsGonna show you just what I can beThe person I should have beenAnd it might take time, take timeCoz this life has taken it right out of meI wanna change my perspective of realityBe a much better version of meThe person I should have beenBut I know somewhere inside of meIs the person I could have been
Feel that fire burning and let it shine! If that means a trip down into the Black Hole from time to time, then go there, and realise why you do that - you are looking for your twin.