Thursday, December 27, 2012

Womb twin story - I am waiting until I die

I was told by my mother that she believed I was a twin.  She stated that after she had my sister in October of 62 she didn't have a period until the doctor did something like a D&C on her. Then she found out she was pregnant with me.

I was due at the end of November but was born in the beginning of September.  She said she aborted one that day, but without her knowing.

I have always felt lost confused and complete emptiness in my life.  My own kids bring me joy and love them. I am still alone, empty, like I can't really feel the love back, just going thru the days.

At night sometimes I have this dream of having a baby somewhere.  I am screaming, telling my parents to give me back my baby.  Then I wake up in a cold sweat.

I am beginning to believe it's my twin brother or sister I am wanting back. I am waiting till I die, so I can see my daughter or son I lost in miscarriage and my twin.

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