I was told by my mother that she believed I was a twin. She stated that after she had my sister in October of 62 she didn't have a period until the doctor did something like a D&C on her. Then she found out she was pregnant with me.
I was due at the end of November but was born in the beginning of September. She said she aborted one that day, but without her knowing.
I have always felt lost confused and complete emptiness in my life. My own kids bring me joy and love them. I am still alone, empty, like I can't really feel the love back, just going thru the days.
At night sometimes I have this dream of having a baby somewhere. I am screaming, telling my parents to give me back my baby. Then I wake up in a cold sweat.
I am beginning to believe it's my twin brother or sister I am wanting back. I am waiting till I die, so I can see my daughter or son I lost in miscarriage and my twin.
Find out how to make a memorial to your twin.
When a twin dies before birth, the sole survivor needs help and understanding. Womb twin survivors are the sole survivors of a twin or multiple pregnancy. This group, 1 in 10 of the population, includes survivors of a stillbirth, miscarriage, abortion and a "vanishing twin" pregnancy. It is a story of a twin bond broken by death, leaving a lonely survivor.
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