(This came from a female womb twin survivor.)
To make long life into a few words. At birth I was born into this world a murderer. My twin came out first. His name would have been Jack. But he had the cord rapped around his neck and he had no chance.
My life has been one train wreck after another. The inner turmoil is so deep inside I don't even realize that I do it. Death follows where ever I go. Or do I follow it?
The constant guilt I carry, why me and not Jack ? He has every right to be here too. Let's just I have had my share of near death experiences.
When a twin dies before birth, the sole survivor needs help and understanding. Womb twin survivors are the sole survivors of a twin or multiple pregnancy. This group, 1 in 10 of the population, includes survivors of a stillbirth, miscarriage, abortion and a "vanishing twin" pregnancy. It is a story of a twin bond broken by death, leaving a lonely survivor.
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