Once there were two goats, Ermey and Orthan.
They were brothers. Their master Eblis, looked after them well. Eblis
heard that the King needed two goats of purest white for the annual
ceremony of atonement. When the spring came and the harvest was
gathered, Eblis got his heart's desire: his goats were chosen. One would
live and the other would die.
In the palace yard, Ermey and Orthan were
standing on a wooden dais, while people scrutinised them from every
angle. The King came out of the palace and sat on his throne. He studied
them for a long time. The goats held their breath but they knew that
they had no need to fear.. The King reached out his hand and touched
Ermey. "This goat is without blemish. This goat is chosen." Ermey was
lifted down from the dais and lead away. The two goats, who had lived
all their lives together until this moment, exchanged glances of
farewell.
Orthan was taken out of the city to a
clearing, where a few people were gathering. They had pieces of cloth
and paper in their hands and some of them were carrying buckets and
brushes. There came a great shout from the city centre: "We offer his
life in sacrifice of atonement!" And at once Orthan knew, with a great
wrench in his heart, that his brother was dead. Orthan wanted to die
too, rather than live on without his brother.
Then the people spread some kind of sticky
stuff all over his shaggy coat and stick papers and pieces of cloth all
over him. Orthan was bewildered. What was to happen to him, the white
goat with the blemish on his throat? What punishment was he to endure
for not being perfect enough?
They sent him into the desert where there was
no grass to eat. Orthan did not understand. He walked on, thirsty and
looking for food. He became weaker and weaker. He knew he would soon
die. Not the glorious death of his brother but here in the desert,
alone.
"Get up, Orthan! Come and drink." There ahead
of him was a great herd of goats of all shapes and sizes, calling him.
"Come and join us and you will live."
Summoning up all the remaining strength he
had, he rose to his feet, sustained by their voices. He drank from a
small pool of water and felt his strength return. He looked around him
and saw that the goats were of all ages, sizes and colours. Each one had
a small blemish. They all showed him their blemish and spoke of it with
pride. Every one of these goats had a brother or sister who had been
sacrificed. He asked the oldest and wisest goat what it could all mean.
"We are the scapegoats, who bear away the
sins of the people," he said. "The papers and cloths represent the sins
of the people. They stuck them all over you and sent you out into the
desert. It had been the same for everyone.
"But how could the King do this to us?" asked Orthan. "He is a good and kindly man and surely he would not want to hurt us."
The other goats looked sad. "We are the sin
bearers. It is our work, our destiny. People cannot carry their own
shame so we must do it for them."
Orthan was angry. He wondered for a long time
and then he decided. "I want to go back. Who is coming with me? I am
going!" There were several goats who wanted to go back. One by one they
set off down the desert path. They had made a new herd: Orthan's herd.
They walked for many days across the desert
until they saw the city on the hilltop.There were more things to eat now
and they were feeling stronger with every step. Orthan's herd went from
place to place near that city and everywhere they were shunned. Orthan
grew angry. He began to kick at the little fences that the people had
built and turn over the stalls in the market place. "We will not be
shunned!" cried Orthan's herd.
Eventually the people turned upon them. They
were rounded up into a corral. The people stared at this strange, new
herd of goats that had come so suddenly out of the desert and were
destroying everything in sight. A young boy come to stare at them. He
had bright blue eyes, just like the King.
He pointed at Orthan. "This
is the one I want", the boy said. And all at once the King arrived. The
boy ran up to him and was gathered up into his arms. This was the King's
son. They both looked at each other with a look of perfect love.
"Father, this is the one I want. He has a blemish on his throat. He will be mine."
"My son, you shall have him. Go and get him from the herd."
The people were afraid. "My Lord, do not send your son into this herd! These goats are terrible; they will kill him."
"No they won't," said the King. "Go!" he said to the little Prince.
"Will I be safe, Father?" The boy looked a little frightened by what the people had said.
"You will be safe if you look upon them with kindness," said the King.
And so the prince looked upon the herd with
the kindness that he had learned from his father. He touched Orthan.
"Come with me", he said. Turning, the boy lead the way out of the corral
and through the gate without looking back. Orthan followed him, as he
had followed Eblis and would follow any man who had kindness in his
eyes.
The King then said, "Release them."
The people removed the wattles and the herd
stood in the courtyard, free and un-penned. Then one by one the people
came with kindness, each to claim one goat as theirs. Without laying a
hand on them they lead them away to green pastures and clear streams.
And Orthan lived in the palace of the King for the rest of his days.
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