The Black Hole (3) death, suicide and murder

There can be such a deep black hole for some womb twin survivors that they begin to think of death as a solution to life's problems:

• "There is nothing for me here: I would be better off dead."
• "If I have to do this alone I would rather not do it at all. I would rather die." 
• "I cannot live without the one I love and I would die if he /she left me." 
• "I cannot cope with the pain and destruction I see everywhere : I don't want to be in this world any more."

A good example of how death seems to be a solution is  to be found in Scotland, where a mother murdered her young children ( two of them were twins)  and threw herself from the top floor balcony of her flat.  She should have died, which would have made this yet another murder/suicide, but a neighbour caught her and broke her fall. That was August 2010 and she faced trial recently.




This was related to the fact that the Riggi couple had divorced, and that their father was claiming custody.

But what if this woman is a womb twin survivor? What if she was so attached to her children that she would sooner die than have them taken from her, and if they die too,  then her husband could not have them?

Is this a faint echo of the sense of entitlement that so many womb twin survivors feel,  which makes them hold on to possessions, painful relationships and above all endless, angry resentment, until they will do anything rather than let go?

The womb twin hypothesis says this:

Womb twin survivors spend their lives re-enacting the life and death of their womb twin. Nothing is more important than that, even life itself. 

If we could reach people before they become totally eclipsed by their Black Hole, we may be able to save their lives and the lives they destroy.  All it takes is the Womb Twin work:

Once the real pre-birth scene, which is being constantly re-enacted, is made clear, then the re-enactment tends to diminish or cease altogether, greatly to the benefit of the individual.

It is so very simple, and so very hard to believe, even by womb twin survivors themselves.  It is a sad business to hear about the brutal stabbing to death of young children by their seemingly devoted mother, and sadder still to think how easily this tragedy could have been prevented.

For me, this is very difficult knowledge to have: I get attacked and vilified by many people and told to mind my own business, yet I see so clearly how people may be helped by a single question:

"Are  you a womb twin survivor?"

If the answer is yes (or even seems possibly to be yes)  then the womb twin work can begin.

Murder suicide again!

So once again the pattern is replicated: a young man plans his suicide, and kills himself, but before he does so he kills others.

A gun rampage. they call it.

I have said before, and I will say it again. We need to investigate suicide, and in particular murder suicide, in terms of perbirth experience.

Robert Hawkins, 19, from Bellevue, Nebraska, was a quiet loner who had been treated for depression, was like a lost puppy wanting to be rescued. He had left home for reasons that were not quite clear and felt life was meaningless. He obviously felt utterly abandoned and alone and did not want to live any more.

That painful and terrible loneliness was exacerbated by the loss of his girlfriend. It is possible that this poor man died because it was just too painful for him to live? Feeling abandoned, feeling terribly alone even among friends, feeling depressed and wanting to die are all feelings familiar to wombtwin survivors. Wombtwin survivors are not all murderers, of course, but is it possible that some people filled with murderous rage are wombtwin survivors? We dont know - not because we cannot know- but simply because we have not learned to ask the right questions.

The right question is: why did this man not want to live?

Will someone - anyone - at least consider the possibility that this man was a wombtwin survivor? Will anyone ask his mother about her pregnancy? No. People will shake their heads in despair and wonder what the country/world is coming to, while a silent prebirth story is being acted out by desperate people. No one knows how to articulate this prebirth story except in terms of mindless violence and death.

We need to carry out more research into the possible pre-birth origins of murder and murder suicide in particular. The therapy is already in place, but no one has yet learned to identify who needs the therapy.

If anyone out there wants to know more about how this therapy may be applied, get in touch.

OK. I dare to make a connection between this wombtwin project and the recent happenings in Virginia. I'll get a lot of flak, but here it is: I don't know how to make footnotes work in this blog, so its available as a web page on my site.

Here is the introduction:

Cho Seung-hui was a murderer and he committed suicide after he had committed murder. The characteristics he showed as an individual formed a pattern, a particular style of personality, which would be familiar to some psychologists working in pre- and peri-natal psychology. Suicidal thoughts have been related to pre-birth experiences , and it is possible, when a twin or triplet dies before birth, for a fetus to be familiar with death. This article has been written to try and explain the tragedy of Virginia Tech in terms of a lost memory from the womb; a nightmare of death and survivor guilt. more......

Comments welcomed! [NB: The intention here is to illuminate a very dark place indeed, not to exonerate those who live in such places.]